for fuck's sake

I have no idea WHY I'm still up. I wanted to be in bed hours ago. Literally, that's all I could think about today.

When I get tired I get overemotional. I was cryin gon the way home from work today. Instead of just nap, though, I read in the park for a bit (it felt great to lie barefoot on grass) and then wandered the hood after the sun went down.

Pestered the Ex online a little and then spoke for AGES to my friend in London.

And now I am here and my eyes are full of sleep gunk, or "la gaña" as it's called in Spanish. Don't know what the Catalans call it, nor do I give a rat's ass.

Eyebrows look good but there was no wax. All fucking pulling. It really hurt and it made me sneeze. I tremble to think what a bikini job would involve...